digging for gold deep in a coal mine
looking for clouds to cover the blue
growing my own beautiful black roses
never could i leave it to you
kicking my ass just to feel something
taking my house and burning it down
making me pay for everything i've done wrong
and i can include whoever's around
stand around and watch me kill myself
i don't need help from you
blue enough to paint the blackest night
so that is what i'll do